Black CrowedBlack Crowed (Grays of Ardor)by: AaSHThe black crow doesn't like me,If I wander too far,or too nearwhat he calls his,he doesn't like me.And my song- such as the one I sing honestly, truly-he doesn't like.Perhaps the strain was a bit too sincereor maybe my voice just too revealing-An excess.It must be the excess he hates.For sweeter and softer I cannot singFor warmer and indulgent aresongs that stray inward-stubbornly,persistently.All this time, he crowedand questioned I his reasonand he made me nonebut round'n'round spunlike a raven let looseon its prey.Call his, he mightCall mine, I mayYet
Odor LiesOdor Lies (Grays of Ardor)by: Aamir ShahI sink deeper with every drop of tearI fold my memories in fearHolding conscious being insaneBiting my existence to reveal the painWhy do you hurt me and goTease my agony and ram me lowLike a déjà vu your presence flashesImmaculate dreams and immoral refuses Sore days and back biting nightsComforting shadows and stingy lightsBattering lust has scattered my eyesBruised soul by odor lies
Lies that I wishLies that I wishBitter emotions of disbeliefBiting truth and griefThe lexis that you utterStill a fool to believeBaffling lays in doubtDreams before you to shoutIntoxication by your presence Your laughter not so loudWalked again round in circlesBy your impaction visionary fingerLike a zombie I counter on promisesLies that I wish to lingerby:Aamir Shah (AaSH)2000
Sleep Becomes ConfessionSleep Becomes ConfessionDarkness unravels the loneliness around meI close my eyes and fall apartMemories of disregarded optionI feel you dieing in my heartThe breeze scents like my childhoodSmelling the toxic pastThe crowed words I shoutedThe harmony that did not lastMy silence reflects my sinsMy tears bleed my deedsThe blaze that roared once uponHas cultivated hell feedsThis journey comforts me nowThis dream confesses my sinsThe age that is not gracious anymoreDeath mindful withinI rest not in silenceChased by my agony, my aggressionI awake by the cleansing ritualMy sleep Becomes Confessionby:Aamir S